*deeply hurtx*

I cried.
This time, it was subconsciously that I did so.
Tears flowed ever so naturally.
Perhaps, 'cause my heart was hurting badly?
Perhaps, it's 'cause it hurts me to see my darlings cry?
Perhaps. . .

Things just suck so badly.
And, it's only now when you come to realise how much frens care.
Even simple msges mean alot.
Daily goodnite msges frm junhao senior.
To some, it may be merely a simple gesture.
But at least, in times of darkest, you know that there is someone who rmbs you.
Even a short msg of concern matters alot to me.
" Are you ok?" , " You forgot to smile today."
Gonna thank khaiboon n kaijie.
Am really touched.
At least, people still care.
At least, these people are still around.
They are the ones who allow me to continue hoping..
And I thank God fer them.

`besides loneliness, feeling unloved is the next worst feeling.